That Satisfaction That Can't Be Found

This has been one of the best weeks in a while. This Thursday and Friday I was able to hang out with some friends and just hang, talk, just there. I also know of the existence of High Society or whatever it is called, it is an amazing view I have to say. It has a view of what us Temeculans call the horrible city of Temecula, and if u look up at the sky, the stars stare at you, brighting up even the darkest place. I also learned the I still suck at pool. And Bonfires are great to. And last but not least, Swag.

After having 2 late night outs with my friends I realized once again that I love not planing things and doing things just as things go, going with the flow. Something I haven't done since I started school, which ends in 3 weeks, shocking.

Music, thank you for everything so far.

Harry Potter in 6 days, got my tickets, ready to see that movie.

Freedom. I hate restraints. Why do we have to follow what our past did. Why go through the stages of life. Why not live with no end, no limit. Why can't I just go out there not worry about money, about how I look, about who I am, about what I do. Why do I worry when I want freedom and no restraints. Why, why, why. Even worst why when I try and try I see no result. Pisses me off. Why dammit, why. What have I done wrong. Why can't I be free, why can't I love, why can't I just say what I please. Why o Why?

When will I be truly Happy and not have to wear this Tiresome Smile that everyone believes in. 


Why do people think I'm happy, satisfied, why? Why do I get praised for? Why am I talking about this? Why am I not satisfied? What is my Greed? What is my Lust? What sins do I have to do to be satisfied? 


Why o why, why God, why Allah, why Buddha, why Great Father, why dear entity?

^Seriously, what the hell. Gotta love the thoughts inside one's head.^

Also, please listen to the song Day N Nite by Kid Cudi. Listen to the original, not the Crooker's version. But truly listen to those lyrics, they're so simple and true to me, but I'm not a stoner. Great song.

LEGO is basically two dutch words, Leg Godt, meaning play good. I found this interesting. 

Just because silly goose said I was going to put it I will. Pad Thai is a delicious dish, it has a great combination of ingredients and it is just great. And your welcome.

No todo lo que es oro brilla. Not everything that is gold shines.

Good night, and like my friend says, One Love. 

Buenas Noches.