Day After Day

So today one of my wheels air licked out. So I had to rotate my wheels around and stuff. While I was doing this a car parked, with some distance from my car, next to me. The guy driving came out and offered some helped, I told him that I was good and thanks for offering. He just stood there and said, "I'm out of my car already, so lemme help." I just couldn't say no. After we were done I thank him, and truly appreciated his help. He left and I started heading home to. I bring this story because I was given help by a complete stranger, showing that people still do acts of kindness for nothing in return. This guys name is Eddy, and gotta tell you, I appreciated it man, truly do. 

Another thing today that happened was that I played guitar while waiting for my friend to go to the library and study. While I was playing a guy came up, and was like, "May I seat here. Dude I got that same guitar." I let him sit and listen to what I was playing. His name is Caesar, he is someone cool to talk to. As I was playing, we converse about our guitar playing and such. It was fun, as simple as the conversation might have been, he was an interesting guy.

Yet another event that had me thinking. Today I was told by someone that they haven't figure me out.   As short and fast this was said, it really got me thinking. I dunno why, it just did. What is there to figure out though? What is it? Who knows? I'll ask later. So later I asked. So what makes me tick, thats what it means. That is a good question, what runs me? What do I strive for? Why do I strive? Good questions, which I think I know the answer to, but I'm not sure what the answers are. I am in confusion. I am in need.

That reminds me, I'm struggling with a decision. What is right to do? What is right to say? What will happen? Will I be satisfied? What should I do? Why am I asking? Why not just do? AAAHH!!! FUCK!!! I dunno. The sad story of my life.

My struggle is obtaining those two things in life that I want the most off. But what should I do? What is the right thing? Who knows I think I'll be satisfied for a while though.

I gotta say, its getting lonelier, even though everything is fine, its getting lonelier.

Music, I fucking LOVE you. You don't even know.

"Que voy a hacer 
Je ne sais pas 
Que voy a hacer 
Je ne sais plus 
Que voy a hacer 
Je suis perdu 
Que horas son, mi corazon" 

"Me Gustas Tu" Manu Chao

BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! Thats me and Abigail. One of my guitars, one of the two that understand.

Also, pb&j, you will always make me laugh, because of today. Naked Pooh Bear, you to.