No one knows...

No one knows how I feel, no one knows what I want, no one knows what I need... But do I know these answers?

I've being feeling confused these couple of days. I have being really happy, excited, I have being feeling good. But somehow I manage to look at the down side of things, I'm looking at things pessimistically... I don't like this at all, I hate it! Sometimes I wish I could express all these feeling bottling up inside me, these ideas, these wants. My outlet, which I'm thankful for, is music, music that shakes my bones, that "Electrify", that reminds me that "Maybe I'm Just Tired", or reminds me of a "Wild Place". Sometimes reminds me why I "Sung for Luna", and how I am "Spanish Romance". Music is pure amazingness, music puts me on the "Spotlight", it might "Backfire"on me, but I'm always "Feeling Good." I love music, because when there is "Chaos," when "The Good Times Are Killing Me," I won't "Fade to Black." A ella le pregunto "Salvame la vida" porque aunque "Lo Pasado, Pasado," lo pasado me afecta en mi vida. And "Here It Goes Again," music is perfection, imperfection, reminds me that "Your Hand In Mine" is what i need, I dedicate a "Samba Pa Ti" but I'm afraid for a "Panic Switch" for "Pain" to appear, but i know it's "Never To Late," even though I follow the idea of "Nobody Move, Nobody Get Hurt." All this because I "Fell in Love With a Girl." Seems like "Oblivion" awaits me, but I think I'm just "Crazy." :]

Hopefully I can find that "Message in A Bottle," but while "Waiting," I might "Surrender" because I'm "Dazed and Confused," which makes me which to be "Thoughtless." Maybe this is "Just A Phase," or maybe there seems to be "A Lack of Color" in my life. I might be "The Scientist" but I might be a "Saint John." Me siento "Preso"... but someone please "Show Me What I'm Looking For."

Awesomeness, insanity, coolness, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh, satisfaction... I don't know... haha, seems like I don't know much. But I do know this, I'm alive, this life might be a lie but heck I don't care, I like it here. I'm a complainer, but that seems to be my nature...  I'm a follower, but that shows I'm a leader... I'm rude when I speak, I don't like it. but I can't seem to fight it off... I have knowledge, but I don't know how to use it... I have love, and I always give it... I have power, but I have no use for it... I am insane, because I am not normal... I am a romantic, hopeless romantic, but a romantic nonetheless... I'm a wonderer, but somehow I know what I want... I'm evil, because I'm selfish... I'm good, because I don't always like being evil... I am you, because you perceive me that way... I am me because I choose to... I smile, so I can hide... I laugh, because something is funny... I desire more, because I'm human... I'm not satisfied, because I am human... I am human because I choose to be so...

I feel crazy hehe, but whatever, I'll survive. I got a life to live, I got something to proof, what is it? I don't know,  but I do know this, I will win...